MARTYN BLUNDELL
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      • figurative drawings 2
      • figurative drawings 3
      • figurative drawings 4
    • Malaga sketchbook ladder drawings
    • Monochrome pattern drawings
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      • grid pattern drawings
  • video
    • Be My Body
    • Every Love
    • Our Love Will Belong To Others
    • A Time And A Place
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    • convalescent fade
    • as if
    • two
    • the octopus catcher
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    • Pixilated Instagram
    • fictitious film stills
    • spacial weaves
    • New York Freeway
    • Leaving Berlin
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I can remember not
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I can remember not being in Zimbabwe
I can remember not having a fridge
I can remember not seeing a zebra last Thursday
I can remember not being awake
I can remember not thinking about you
I can remember not being Natalie 
I can remember not always being awake when driving 
I can remember not choosing my first lover
I can remember not going to Egypt
I can remember not having enough money to buy a car
I can remember not being afraid
I can remember not going home
I can remember not choosing the green one
I can remember not drowning
I can remember not breaking my leg
I can remember not seeing you with nothing on
I can remember not one but two
I can remember not being on time
I can remember not remembering your birthday
I can remember not wanting to make love with you
I can remember not being aware of who I was
I can remember not paying the bill
I can remember not going home
I can remember not choosing to be alone
I can remember not seeing you in Sainsbury’s, she said
I can remember not falling in love with Lynn
I can remember not feeling safe
I can remember not being aware of death
I can remember not showing up for work
I can remember not wanting to go to Jerusalem
I can remember not dealing with things properly
I can remember not making a decision one way or the other
I can remember not seeing things the way I do now
I can remember not being aware of a change
I can remember not talking to the police
I can remember not liking the way you said I should say it
I can remember not smoking, but differently to how I remember not smoking before I started smoking
I can remember not feeling good about alot of the things I did
I can remember not wanting it to stop
I can remember not being able to walk, once or twice 
I can remember not asking you the things I really wanted to know
I can remember not wanting to be in India
I can remember not loving Natalie
I can remember not feeling confident
I can remember not reading Lorca and Conrad
I can remember not finishing my meals
I can remember not eating enough
I can remember not drinking too much 
I can remember not knowing how to smoke
I can remember not knowing the taste of jackfruit 
I can remember not knowing where I was going
I can remember not knowing what to do in the company of adults
I can remember not thinking I was good enough
I can remember not being there for you
I can remember not feeling good about certain colour choices
I can remember not wanting to be with you forever
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  • bio
  • Drawing
    • Figurative Graphit drawings >
      • figurative drawings 1
      • figurative drawings 2
      • figurative drawings 3
      • figurative drawings 4
    • Malaga sketchbook ladder drawings
    • Monochrome pattern drawings
    • ladder drawings >
      • ladder drawings
    • pattern drawings >
      • grid pattern drawings
  • video
    • Be My Body
    • Every Love
    • Our Love Will Belong To Others
    • A Time And A Place
    • 558 likes
    • convalescent fade
    • as if
    • two
    • the octopus catcher
  • lists
  • photography
    • Pixilated Instagram
    • fictitious film stills
    • spacial weaves
    • New York Freeway
    • Leaving Berlin
  • fiction
    • stories
    • little fictions
  • Blog
  • drawing trips
  • contact
  • shop
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